by Carmela » 24 Jul 2009, 14:18
My trip was made to order by God. I barely know where to start! We all went to church Sunday morning at the church were Joe and I always attended and where he was the worship leader. It's been about 14 years since we've even been there. The pastor, his wife and many old friends greeted us warmly. It was so awesome. The message was wonderful and was all on healing and restoration!! Made to order service! Joe's brother left at some point but Joe was really touched. The pastor and others prayed over him and it was sooooooo good. The visit was very much ordained of God. I told people here that I didn't really want to go but that I felt I had to and that I wanted Joe to see God's love through me. After I got home, Joe called and told me that our visit together helped him emotionally and spiritually and that he saw God's love in action thru me! Praise God. . .he is so awesome! Anyway, I have to tell you that God has brought Joe to a place where he cannot function in the homosexual lifestyle. He has been going to church and reading his Bible and praying alot this past year. I have been praying for God to do whatever it takes to bring Joe back. . .and he did. It's like God stepped in and said "enough is enough". . . . .and he allowed physical illness to bring Joe down to where he had nothing left but God. The visit changed the relationship between Joe and me. . .hard to describe, but in a good way. We have a good relationship and I'm looking forward to future visits if the Lord allows Joe to live. It was very bittersweet seeing him because when I saw him last, 5 years ago, he was normal. On Saturday I saw a gaunt, thin, old man. It just broke my heart to see but I also know that it's this very thing that turned him back to the Lord! All the glory goes to God and Him alone! Thank you all for your prayers.