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Father, I come to you asking that you watch over Jeani and keep her safe. Spare her the heartache of having to deal with her son trying to break in. Be with her son and keep him safe. We know that you can find a way in all of this. Give Jeani peace and comfort in what ever the outcome. I ask this in Jesus name, Amen!

Jeani wrote:My son has been living in Houston, Tx. for the past year,and doing SOMEWHAT good.

I have to be his Social Security Payee,and I've been sending his rent money through the mail.

The place he was renting did not accept checks so I had to send CASH through the mail...as I have for the past year...

I sent the $600 dollars to pay his rent in three separate envelopes to my son's name to pay his rent the exact time I mailed two of my bills..

Well, my bills got to their location,but supposedy, the rent DID NOT get to the location.

I talked to the lady,and she said it never arrive,but of course, I believe they POCKET the whole $600...

Anyway my son began the process of relapsing,and he left walking in the middle of the night, out of Houston with only $3.00...

I talked to him several times until his cell phone ran out of minutes,and I wired him some more money in the next town being I didn't know his exact location...

Because he becomes violent with me, I cannot pick him.

He just called me saying he has lost all of this things including his meds while he's on the side of the road...

He is headed for my small town,and my husband is leaving for OK in the morning for 2 1/2 weeks..

Anyway...please pray he doesn't come to my house,and the police will pick him up...

Once off his meds, he becomes very psychotic very fast...

My worse fear is that he will try breaking into my house,and I will have to call the Law...

A nightmare I do not want to deal with...so I'm a little 'fearful' right now...

Sorry to share this...

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I am so sorry sweetheart,I could sence your heart was so very heavy ,and you feeling alone and defenceless now I know why,its so hard to help those you love,ie your children,when you fear them almost as much as you love them,its like reaching out and they tie your hands togather, much heart grieving is they hold you to blame for what they feel and can not change,they reguardless of how old they get believe parents can fix everything and when they can't they get so upset thinking abandon and left to their delema,My heart crys for your pain ,and concerned for your safty,please know that you are deeply loved by your brothers and sisters and pray for your health and safty and also pray for your son,that God w ill give him comfort and peace,knowing He is there for him,he is not alone either and is loved by Yeshua and all your on CFF ,we care about him, troubles that overwhelm him at times,I do pray whatever his physical or mental condition,praying God will grant him healing ,untill God heals in His time and wayI pray God help him endure having hope,courage and peace .. Lord over Heaven amd Earth,I pray your devine power and love encourage Jeanis son to trust in You and have peace,to be patient waiting for answered prayer and Lord the moneys taken and not let used as they were intended to be repaid to Jeani or her son,whoever has did this cruel act be convicted deeply in their spirit and give it back,Lord I pray Jeani in her spirit person feel Your gentle love and compassion,raining softly on her washing away all trials and trouble,refreshing her spirit and strengthing her heart,and peace,hope and joye be hers tonite,thank You Lord Yeshua for hearing our prayers for or Sister Jeani its in Thy Holy Name,Yeshua we pray Amen
Jeani from all the love from my heart to yours ,you are and have been in my daily prayer.
God protect you from all harm and sadness ,He is the solution to every situation , be happy in your heart,you are loved ..hugs to you Jeani.